damn freaking coward.. if u did something wrong then admit is u lah... make me get scolded by the lee for nothing...if u damn freaking bastard damn to tell me that there is no training.. then tell the lee lah..when my looked at u for the damn f***ing help for u just to admit that u r the one who told me training is cancelled.. y dun u go admit n stop the whole thing to take 1h to finish...u dun fake with me lah..asshole i even got witness lol.. idiot freak...sadist...
anyway we won todae e match..but i not happy cause we got lectured 4 an hour...n i got scolded again...n the freaking bastard.. if i would sae out that the person is u.. u might have been sacked from the team ok...i save u from being sacked n u just left me alone n get scolded.. u heartless freak....
still cannot get over e damn thing....trying to use this to vent my anger....
oh yeah ask niko if the tuition is 5pm tmr or wad...n ask her to contact me..


first thing is that i have to start todae the entry wif the word 'damn'(cause some1 sae i always start the blog with e word damn so i cannot break my tradition...
next thing is that now i must start to make the blog more vulgar cause another person sae my blog very'literated'
haiz.. need to make so much changes to my life....
like wad ms cher sae: it is ur life just make sure that you are really sure that is what you want to do. so long as you are responsible for the consequences, you can do whatever you want. :)...
haiz.. makes me remind her of her actions n her voice.. haha.. no offence..
todae went to grandma house make ba zhang...so boring didnt do anything but wasted my whole afternoon there...:(
so sad tmr got match.. dunwan go to school..so boring lolz go n get scolded no matter win or lose .. then plae match 4 wad.. damn skool...damn f***ing life.. live 4 wad...
keep changing the colour.. cause very boring
stupid candie waste my time to organize the small gathering.. then dun wan go.. stupid pig... must eat pork...i not going to organize gathering le cause everytime i organize then no1 free then got to caancel.. i just wan to watch over the hedge oso cannot....
i hate sadist...


haiz.....
just now still ok debut after the conversation...dun noe wad happen to me le....
suddenly got the very funny feeling cause the conversation stired up a lot of the past.. with the thing that happened during p6...
wan to write a lot de but now dun have the feeling le..
the wan to write a lot de feeling le...
very dissappointed in myself...
y cant i b a better player in the team....
y must ppl always be like tht...y got so many problems around us??
y???


damn boring...
camp finally over..got said by senior 4 not doing our duties in the camp....
how they want me to do.. i got match on friday.. then it is like we all didnt play any games or take part in any activites...
then on thur night the 'c' gals got scolded by ms ming 4 not sleeping @ 9pm...damn shit lolz the boys made so much noise then we ask them to keep their damn mouth shut bit they made even more noise lolz...
damn angry lolz lost the damn match against the RGS by 1 damn fat ass run...it is all b'cause of the damn camp lolz... hate the school lolz organized the damn camp on the match day then we all got so tired...then it is lke we got scolded by damn lot of teacher all b'cause of the damn frecking camp... then made me got up early in the morning for the damn duty... but it was damn fun.. the part that we all went to F&B after the meet-the-parent session...janice was sleeping the we all made fun of her and that guy...haha she so poor thing lolz on her b;dae stil need to go back to the schol for the duty....so sad...then the stupid banana didnt come to school and help janice and she didnt give me tuition ... she told me if i miss tuition b'cause of the meet-the-parent session she will give tuition 1 lolzz...stupid tutor.. broke the promise...haven got my revenge 4 the telematch thing...all b'cause they change the venue then the flour thing wasnt the last activity.. let u off this time michelle..
haha 'mo mo ren' reply me le....but who give a damn on the damn answer.. then janice told me not to quit...then me n jul gossip in the F&B haha... was lame but fun
holiday finally starting...


damn sianzzz...tmr got camp then cannot go online...
then got telematch again...sianz but can take revenge...muahahaha...u gonna b die tmr..watch out...cannot imagine a day wifout goin online...idiot ruff..say the 'mo mo ren' gt reply then i got so excited n can wait to go home..butt actually dun hav.. gonna kill e ruff tmr..2dae no swimming..then went 4 training..training nowaday very tough..cox coach getting very angry wif us...throw n throw n throw..bat n bat n bat...damn tiring lolz....miss swimming...at least can go home earlier...then can watch e show.. very sad 'mo mo ren' reply ruff never reply me....feelin very down...sad n tired.. any thing worse???
got a hell lot of problems but there is no1 out there i can trust in telling... only the 'mo mo ren' but she ddamn busy..dun wan reply me....any1 out there can lend me a listening ear???any one can pity me living in this damn earth??anyone???wana go back to primary school cox at least there is not so much trouble.. not so much problems... n someone i can trust???feel like dying...if e 'mo mo ren i not going reply me within this week, e person will never b able to do so as i not going to be in this earth anymore....i am really like a clown... as a clown always give ppl the smiley face no matter how depressed the damn person is feelin...i reall respect them...
*i wrote this entry in a very down mood...hope u dun think it is funny and think that i am just joking...if u think that i am just joking..mayb u dun know me that well...n I AM NOT JOKING!!!*